Taking stock of scars
Each one tells a story,
Pale as spiderwebs
Trace along my cheek
Like the knife did
curving deeply
Run your fingers along ribs
Count the rise of skin
Each a broken heart
Slide your hands over my back
Stroke the twisted flesh
The echoes of a cracking belt
Kiss the slope of my breast
Taste the silver crescents
Left by sharp teeth
I am Scheherazade
My body speaks for me
Each scar is a tale
My thoughts whisper of you
My breaking heart held towards you
Begging words stick in my throat
And I can't release the pain
Smiling lies slip through my lips
And I can feel the sinking ships
What the hell can I do with this?
I turn away again
I hope to hear the answers
To questions I dare not ask
Why do we wait
Why do we wait
And why the silence
I can hear my desperation
Feeling all this red frustration
Why do we wait
Why do we wait
And why the silence
The distance never changes
And yet it grows more vast
I wait for you as my heart rends
And I slip through the cracks
I love you with all the pieces
Of my coward's heart